Saturday, December 11, 2004

the two sides of me

Definitely, we have different personalities within our personality. What i mean is, we may be like this in a time or place and another in another time or place. Some people say that if we act as such, we have masks because that is not our true selves, that we are hiding who we really are. But for me, I think it is not true that we are not being ourselves because in this 2 different personalities of ours, we become whole. Both makes us to be who we are.

As for me, (I think that there is a psychological explanation already available for this.) there are two sides of me which i probably would classify as my outside and inside the house personalities. It is a mystery -- for me, that these two are very opposite.

Outside, everyone thinks that I am this insensitive - I don't care about what people tell me and I don't care about what I tell them, not cuddly - I am not touchy, funny, noisy and diligent person. But the truth of the matter is...I am really sensitive - I easily cry or get hurt when i feel that people hate me (honestly), very cuddly - manya to my sister, serious and silent and lazy - always asleep, watching television and doesn't usually say no to family outings - at home.

So, I guess that gives you a little more information about who I really am. I do know that people don't believe it but I don't blame them. It's really difficult to believe what you don't see, especially if it is an attitude of a person. So, it's up to you to say whatever you think about me.

How about you? Who do you think I am? What are the two sides of you? (write in the comments if you want)


2 comments:

xuzhu said...

how others think of us is not much of paramount importance. i am convinced that the social mirror can be very misleading. in most sense, what matters most is how good is our opinion of ourselves.

xuzhu said...

i think mysue is someone sweet. you know why. coz she always hugs achi. and more importantly, she's someone who really loves her family.