what's in our thoughts? or better yet, in my thoughts?

i was just wondering...why don't we get tired of the thought of writing diaries, short stories, journals or blogs? Okay, maybe at times we start and then we get tired of it but somehow, it always comes back. you would want to write your thoughts again. maybe we just want to consult our past experiences or speak out our emotions or...are we just wanna-be's of Anne Frank? - that we dream that someday, our life stories would be published and admired. What do you think?

another thought. just this week, i created a new e-mail account, curled my straight hair and next week, classes starts. great huh? and yet, i am i'm making a new blog (well, my first actually). everything (not really..but mostly), is new. now, why do we want that? why do we want things to be new? to start all over again? or do we? i know for sure that there are many resistance in making changes so then, why do we want to change? well, i guess i'm answering my question haha. i read a book entitled 'the present' by spencer and he said that if we want our present to be better than the past, we should do things differently. makes sense doesn't it? though, i just hope that all the changes we make in our life is to make our present and future better than our past and not for the worst. in addition to that, does curling my hair make my present any better? hmmph..